Maylin

im just a simple woman , living with a big dream in life but as you can see don't judge me if you didn't even know me. im just wondering if i will find my soulmate her in this site if god will let me to find him, whether what we want to happen His timing will always be perfect ( Ecclesiastes 3:1 )
first of all i just want to say sorry for my grammar im not that fluent nor very good in speaking in English so im sorry for the error GRAMMAR :)

i just want to share about myself a little so you will aware who i am.
its my first time her in this site and im wondering if i can find some guy who has a good heart and a serious man in this site.
mmmmpp.. so where should i start? AHAHHA

its all about me :D

first thing you should know about me that im HAPPY GO LUCKY person. always positive it just that i don't want to be sad i just want to be happy always. im the type of girl that always care someone , like my family im always prioritize my family because they are my source of strength, my family truly love me unconditional so family first than others.
im just a simple girl, i love living with a simple life as long as im happy and full of love.
they say money is everything are you agree with that?
for me NO, its true that we all people need money for our expenses and etc. but money you cant have everything because of money. happiness , your memories with someone , true love that they give to you , the care that they have for you there is no money can buy that thing. that what i think and that what i told my self , what if i have lots of money but the people around me wont care and love me its just all useless . i rather don't have any money than i don't have a people who is truly love me .

one week ago august 9, 2017 i lost my ( GRANDPA ) he thought me to be a good person , i grow up with him he took good care of me and love me that my parents cant gave me, when i was a new born my parents leave me with my LOLO they abandon me , yes i have a broken family they don't care about me, but instead my lolo gave me everything that he can even if he's to poor to took good care of me , because he doesn't have any cent in his pocket . lolo didn't mind at all only that he cares about me how can he rise me well while he don't have anything. when he was alive he always told me to be a good person even thought they are not good to me, he always remind me that life if beautiful if your with someone who will love you unconditional despite of where should i come from. when he was past away he last message to me that ( continue your life without me always remember that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ) i was broke i cant even accept the fact that he live me alone. the pain that i have i cant even explain , my tears wont stop falling my heart broke into pieces , he was my hero, he is the only man that truly love me. im always remember the time that we where together my happy moment with him my memories with him and the memories that we build together will always remember. so i guess i should continue my life living like my grandpa told me.

I have reached a point in life where I feel it is no longer necessary to try & impress anyone. If they like me the way I am, good & if they don’t, it’s their loss.Like me for who I am and not for who you want me to be What others think of me is none of my business, I’m just human, I have weaknesses, I make mistakes and I experience sadness; But I learn from all these things to make me a better person . my grandpa told me me this once ( We born to be true, not to be perfect ) that's i always remember its ok not to be perfect as long as you are true to your self and others, and im not perfect girl i made also mistake. but that mistake make me true to my self and i love myself the way i want to be.

when i get stress im always listen music like 80s and 90s song because it reminded me my grandpa we used to be together when he was alive we sing and dance like were the only person live AHAHAH I like to feel the music flowing on my face, i also love to write if i have time i wrote down all the memories i have so that i wont forget if ill get old someday.
ill go to mountain and enjoying the view and the fresh air I like to look at the clouds in the sky with a blank mind, and going to beach just to see how good and relax i am if i go to beach I like to smell the wind coming from the ocean. going to beach and mountains and listen music it made my day perfect.

I consider my self as a hardworking and ambitious and sincere girl.I am enthusiastic about taking up new challenges in life.Friendly and joyful is what my friends would describe me as, i am a person who is positive about every aspect of life.

if you are curios about me then you are free to ask me :)
i can describe myself as

" Strength is life but Weakness is death."