Yan

Most people say I have incredible strength, I had a lot of hard times in my life... but here I am standing still, keeping the faith and hoping despite the uncertainties and idiosyncrasies of life. I cry, I laugh, I fear, I hope, I'm just human, I have limits... I'm pretty much a very transparent person, I can't afford pretending what I am not. I just love being me, though... still, i am open for improvements, I don't aim to become perfect but I wanna be the best that I can be. I'm wacky and goofy, people close to me crack up with my punch lines, jokes or gestures. I love making people laugh, like you don't care, you're just enjoying yourselves, making the most out of life, scream as much as you want, making faces, dance like no one's watching... it's not like you're seeking attention but it's about expressing oneself, if you know what i mean?!! Guess I'm not making sense at all LOL! Sometimes, it's just fun being nonsense hehehe! My view of LIFE: It hurts to live at times, but the worse pain is not living at all. We see the dead walking among us, we feel the numbness of their shutting out reality and we hear those who shudder at the price tag of true life...but it wasn't meant to be this way. We were all destined to walk through the flames of trials, to endure the scorching pain of growing up, to harden ourselves against the savage attacks of compliance. To stand firm to those who manipulate, to raise our fists against compromise, to CONQUEER, to SURRENDER, to be ourselves. To cry, laugh, live and love and most of all to LIVE FOR GOD FOREVER!