Earl

First i am a christian man and i want gods will to be done in my life. A little about me im an outdoors person, im widowed, I lost the love of my life to cancer and i dont really understand the why you can see on FB. I love fishing, mushroom hunting almost anything outdoors and looking for someone to love till i die. Lonelyness is my silent killer, man was not meant to be alone but if this is gods will for me i guess i have to accept it I am Earl thats who god made me, my grief has now gone on 6 years. This is hard for me and i\'m not going to lie or try to mislead anyone, I don\'t know if i can move past loosing her, i know it will take someone who understands and maybe has been through the same loss. We become one flesh and there is bond between the two, i hope you understand. if someone is willing i want to start as friends chatting and getting to know each other, I don\'t want to jump into something and it not work out, when i commit to someone i\'m committed to that person and I want the same in return. I\'m not young anymore i\'m getting old.