Jennelyn

Hi, my name is Jennelyn 28yrs old from the Philippines 🇵🇭 I'm looking for serious relationship.I used to sing as hobby those times we're actually heavenly. One of the reasons that encouraged me to go into part-time Singing. In my home town , I have participated in many singing competitions and even won some of them. I never feared the stage as it was thrilling for me. I always use to get so excited before my performances. The limelight you get on the stage is beyond anything. I have a strong bond with the music. I feel connected to everything that's enters my ears and I wanted to produce my own music one day and I wish to turn my hobby into a profession one day. I knew my journey of singing had started the day I was born.I have music in my nerves and mind. I just get mesmerized with the tunes and music whenever I listen to any. Music is an emotion, a feeling that I live always to it's fullest . I'm very grateful to God that he made me so passionate about music. Music is relieving and like mediation to me.It gives me positivity and I feel very peaceful whenever I listen to music sing. Again I'm here for serious relationship or for commitment
I know we are all damaged. We have all been hurt. We have all had to learn painful lessons. We are all recovering from some mistake, loss, betrayal, abuse, injustice or misfortune. All of life is a process of recovery that never ends. We each must find ways to accept and move through the pain and to pick ourselves back up. For each pang of grief, depression, doubt or despair there is an inverse toward renewal coming to you in time. Each tragedy is an announcement that some good will indeed come in time.
I'm not okay , but it's okay. All I feel is pain
I used to be really stressed out. Like all the time. If I didn't have something immediate to stress about, I would find something by God.

Then, after a life altering experience, I realized that my stress was not necessary but a choice. So, I stopped.

This might be hard to accept, but you are ok. Really! My question is why just be ok? Being ok is like “trying” to do something. Both are just a half-assed attempt at something without expectations. Make a choice. Be sad and pissed or be joyful and happy. It really is a choice. You can change your feelings in a split second if you decide to.

It might sound easy and too simple but it isn't. We fill our heads with so much crap everyday we have a hard time determining what even ok means. Or happiness for that matter. Funny how we can always recognize misery.

And I was brought up to believe that crying was attention seeking behaviour. Somehow, someone saw some good in me and I was offered help.If I had been too proud and stubborn to accept it (I was a nightmare to begin with) I would not have developed any self worth whatsoever. When it comes to boundaries (I had none) do not allow ANYONE to cross them as I believe that leads to further guilt or shame or self hatred and the cycle goes on, and on, and on........End it now because there are plenty decent people around who actually want to help, often because they have been through similar times or maybe because they are genuinely kind. Be careful who you choose though as there are a few who will abuse your vulnerability . Have some faith in humanity. It does exist I promise you.