Elyn

If your going to love me
Love me like you mean it or don't touch me at all
If you love me don't love me like a habit love me like a decision a vow I fire that you feed even on the coldest days love me on the way that it feels like you finally found the person you don't want to live without because I don't need attention I need intentions love me in silence and in storms love me when I'm shining but love me harder when I'm breaking when I shutdown don't walk away sit with me in the dark hold me me without needing to fixed me just be there present real still and if you love me learn me learn the sound of my hurt when I don't say a word learn the way I look at you when I'm scared learn my language not just a word I speak but the things I don't know how to ask for don't love me like a fairytale love me in the rawest way possible with cracked voices tired eyes early morning s and late at night overthinking because real love it's not loud it's not flashy it's quite it's consistent it shows up when no one is watching and stays when everyone else leave so if your going to love me don't give me what you give to everyone else give me the kind of love that makes me feel like you were made to hold my heart because that's exactly how il love you back