Bel

I am in my 50s....I am a widow and i have 1 son and 2 daughters. Physically, i am 5'2" 58kls, not so long hair , brown eyes, fit and morena complexion.

I want to let you peak inside my heart to know my most intimate feelings with regards to myself and what i am looking for.

I offer a genuine ability to stand behind my convictions and value system instilled in me growing up. My sense of strength, integrity and loyalty are qualities quickly sensed from meeting me in person. I am an extremely affectionate and compassionate woman with respect to a relationship but hold this side of me close to my heart and prefer to share it only with someone i sense a deep beyond-the-surface attraction to.

My compassionate nature is admirable when presented to those who see it's value., but can be abused if, offered naively to someone who lacks appreciation for my soft desire to care. ..i am the type of woman who will do whatever i can for those i love and respect and even for those i don't know from the person standing in line with me at the grocery store, but sense their inner natural goodness. I am a woman who truly in her heart hungers to make a positive difference in the lives of others.

I hold the strongest and most important qualities that, i can offer as the following values, loyalty, integrity, compassion, the natural urge to choose what is right over what is wrong, even if it means , i will do without to hold strong to my convictions.

My dream is to be rescued, and it doesn't mean that i can't take care of myself, definitely, i can and do, everyday of my life, i mean rescued in the sense that, i want a man to use his fierce masculinity and intellectual mind to attempt to understand the female design and desires, and be willing and able to fight it head on, whether it be with love or heart in the physical or emotional realm, and to not hide behind some "personality" and/or not wage the war if there is no positive outcome.

I think i am pretty captivating. I am grateful for my gifts, a passionately thinking mind and a depth of heart that just not stop.

My convictions: i believe in people; i believe in love; i believe in God; i believe in growth and learning and i believe in dreams.

My favorite quote " Life is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice. It is not something to be waited for, it is something to be achieved."