Clayton

Ok so about me let's see where to begin. I was married in 1996 and divorced in 2003.I have 3 children the ages 25, 20, 16 who I try to see whenever I can.I've been in other relationships since, going through the motions but never really finding someone to love.I live on my own in upstate N.Y.  U.S.A. working overnights at Walmart for the past 21 years. For fun I enjoy horror movies and video games while indoors and hiking and nature while I'm outside. As of last year in July of 2020 I had a health scare with blood clots from my leg entered my lungs laying in a hospital alone with covid being out there and stopping my family from being at my bedside because of lockdown and they might be infected with just a mirror to look at hooked up to oxygen tanks I realized that if I didn't die here I needed to do something different with my life or at least add to it, a second chance if you will to explore the world and experience what it has to offer not just watch it through a window or on a TV screen so I plan on visiting the Philippines as my first of many vacation stops mostly to take pictures and video of the beauty there. I'm not against looking for love along the way that's why I'm a member here but it's not the deciding factor that motivates me bringing some beauty to my life and happiness to others is. With that being said I'm looking to be your friend first with no rushing, no pressure I'm not going anywhere as long as we're respectful and honest with each other and try to talk on a regular basis. As for love..I have faith it will come to me not being forced or faked and I'll leave it in God's hands, thanks for your time and I wish you all the love and happiness you deserve.