Location: Newport, Isle of Wight, United Kingdom
But I have no alternative. Why should I hide my weaknesses anymore ...Perfect Love casts out all fear...for fear fear has to do with punishment. Jesus paid it all on His cross for me and each and everyone of us. And yet....much as I desire intimacy.......Sorry...maybe I'm exposing too much of my inner insecurities ...especially on a dating site that's meant to attract and not put off a potential love relationship.
I do need to learn to be as a little child again...carefree and secure in His Fathers Love.
My likes ...swimming in the local pool when I have the energy...watching a good film ( though I am cutting back on tv because it's been too much of a distraction ) reading books about others experience on their faith journey. I do enjoy doing nothing but sitting back and contemplating God . I am not sure I want to finish my earthly life living here in England. I have been to the Filipinos many years ago and travelled a number of countries . However sadly I've lost my youthful sense of adventure ...maybe it will return. I do miss the physical hugs...cuddles on the sofa or better still outside on a veranda . I like watching and listening to thunder and lightning ...I like street food...Chinese ..Indian..Thai etc ( we don't have street food like the hot countries around the world ) . I'm not an active "church"
Member as such though it would be great to be involved within a Grace filled body of believers. I am a mixture of introvert and extrovert personality type ....my temperament is generally kind ...thoughtful ...but I do have fiery episodes . I can be moody...which can be exasperating for me aswell as those around me...Gods working on that character flaw amongst others. I'd love to learn horse riding.....🇬🇧🙋♂️