If you have faith in God everything will be okey. The difficult part that life is looking is the word happiness. Its not easy to find the right person for me to be part of my life and to be part of my son life. But because i have faith in God i know i have to wait and be patience that one day ill meet my right one who could love me and not only me but also to love my one and only son. Theres no perfect person in this world but there would always be a perfect time for everything. Theres always a right time in a right place and in right person whom to be my partner. I do believe God will give me the best.
I fall in love with person who hurt me but i would never feel hatred of all the pains i feel cause pain makes you stand and be more stronger. Theres no relationship perfect theres always fight, pains, happiness, trials and everything that both partner might encounter but if you put God in the center of each realtionship whatever problems you might encounter everything will go through and it makes your relationship more stronger.
I trust God with all my faith i know one day ill be happy with one big family that im dreaming of. Im just a simple women who dream with simple life of marriage. With respect and trust and love and understanding but im dreaming man with faith and God self centered. A man who can stand and gives us hope and simple and God fearing family and family oriented.