Emmy

I dream of you every night wishing, you're here beside me.

Looking at the stars praying that if they twinkled they will come true.

Time passes by my prayers not yet answered but still l hope and pray that God will be merciful to me and grant my longing for you.

When people laugh and cry the beat of my heart bleeds, that l could share that moment to you alone.

Hearing wedding bells ringing, a love song played on the radio l truly wish that you can hear it too.

Family having a picnic playing and enjoying each other's company, l dream it's our own family.

To cuddle and eat popcorn while watching movies just enjoying each other, it's like a masterpiece that was created by a great painter.

I dream that you will get on your knees and open a precious ring just for me to tell your undying love and wish to be with me forever.

Every leaves that withers, every song that hits today and fades away, every hair that grows white, every bone that breaks, every body that out of shape time flies still my dream is not yet fulfilled.

I cry hard to God and question him why you're not here beside me.

I told him l don't ask for a mansion l just want a cottage.

I don't ask for gold just an opal with tourmaline

I don't ask for a rich man just a hardworking and faithful man.

I don't ask for a grant gesture just a simple one.

I never dream of a king or prince just a knight.

I don't seek an ocean, a brook is enough for me.

Friends that l got had a family of their own but still in my case I'm alone.

If only you were near l could say how much l love you.

If you're here l will say you're the best thing that ever happens to me, A gift from God.

You're like my alpha and I'm your Luna.

My true dominant wolf that echoes your shout to my heart.

Your scent is like morning dew that brings sunshine to my deepest sorrow.

Your voice is the perfect tune that harmonizes a song.

When I fear and feel sad your arm that reaches that makes things all right

You're away back home that welcomes me

A compass that gives direction in my life

You're a teacher that guides me not to fall short and encourages me when I'm down.

A partner that brings joy and sorrow, love and hate, blessings and curses.

Light in the darkest tunnel, a safe haven that gives me hope.

I don't know where you are right now, I don't know if you're wishing that I'm there beside you, l don't know if you exist or not, l don't know if you're a dream or a fantasy.

A Pigment of my imagination but until that God holds a promise to me and I'm still alive, then l know and l believe that you're real.

Even there are times I'm losing hope and dying inside of waiting for you to come.

To come across each other's path and not knowing each other.its a knife that pierces my heart.

Like doubts that maybe you're happy with someone else and not me.

But if the sun shines every morning and the moon lights every night.

Why would God not grant my wish if his will is to be with you.

I have never seen God not be merciful and kind.

I never saw him to be selfish and not a promise keeper.

My hope again starts to bloom. My faith starts to rise up.

If he can create miracles everyday l know that he never stops answering prayers.

Maybe it's just a test of my character and how much l really believe that we will meet

I know I'm not getting younger and my body clock is ticking.

But God is real and he is a great author of a wonderful love story in history.

His maker of great masterpiece

I'm not losing hope of finding you.

I'm not giving up searching for you.

I pray that this poem will reach you, open your heart for my true feelings for you.

Until then my love will be safe and I hope we will cross paths soon.

My hero and my best friend.

My lover and my future hubby.

I wish you well and hope you never stop believing that we will meet soon.

When that time comes l will never let you go.

I will bind you and never lose you.

I'm your destiny your mine .

Until then l will not give up on praying.

Let God give me the courage to wait for trusting, his will if he grants us to meet or not.

To have faith who is the maker of miracles.

The promise keeper.

Trusting that he knows what best for me and for you

That in all things God works for good to those who trust him.