Location: Kamloops, British Columbia, Canada
You, want an honest man... I may have spoiled your desires towards me. I am sorry. I ask for forgiveness.
When I became so hurt these past few months, I sought for another love... a true love, an honest love for me without selfishness.
So, I signed up here at CF. I've been in hospital from being hurt emotionally, verbally... so much regret towards how I trusted the love I got. My heart ached and it still aches... because I am trapped in this until God gets me out of this situation.
Will I trust a woman?
Well, it seems I cannot trust women around my area... but when I read about Asian women, I almost cannot believe what I read on this CF site.
Filipino women really honour the man for their heart...
I am sorry for my unknown choice results of now due to what I desired in the past. But, I truly take responsibility for my choices.
I want to make better choices... Godly choices, where the woman tells me how God commands her life while she is willing to make choices without blame to God or other people.
Please, again, I ask that you pray for me.
What type of person am I looking for? A woman who loves God, prays to God (at least daily!), a woman who loves her man for all he's worth to God! That is what I am looking for in a woman. I need her patience. I need time. I need her trust also in me to stand up for God. I need a woman who looks to me for spiritual and moral support... where my strengths are in my hands as I pray in faith to God. Well, my body isn't the strength I need it to be, but my heart tries to go forward... I know I am very lovable and I can recipricate that love to the woman who allows me to love her for all that God allows me.
Now for "some" sweet givings...
I always adored the Asian women. I think outside the box. I like most any railroad subject. I write poems. 2 Cor 9:15
Pray for me...
More about me... I'm not overweight, but I could probably eat more. I eat to think... because I forget to eat. I have the body of a teenager... a worn out teenager. Almost smoothe chest (not much hair- and not too hairy). I sunburn easy. I stay in the shade or have good sunblock, or long sleeve shirts. I have body aches and pains and sometimes it has to do with the weather.
Pray for me.
I have model trains... A LOT of model trains. Over 1, 600 pieces that I can put on the rails and have them roll, locomotives that toot and sound very real. They sound different from eachother, too. Some have silly sounds, too. I also have a book collection of trains-both of real trains/railroad and model trains. I also get my camera and take pictures of real trains. I also like the sky-clouds, sunsets, stars and planets.
Pray for me.
My favourite animal is the zebra. And when I see a woman dressed in a zebra coloured outfit, I want to hug her. I created a word that combines my two favourite things, the zebra and railroad:
Did you know there's a "train" in the bible?
"Train up a child in the way he should go, and when he gets older he shall not depart from thee."
On a slightly sad note, I have two daughters who live with their mom-who makes sure they get so busy I don't get to see them. I don't want to be hurt the way their mother hurt me. Please pray for me.
On the lighter side of my life, I like jokes, puns, playing with words, writing poems of many kinds (especially to woo a beautiful woman such as yourself). And speaking of you, I do need your prayers. My heart has been stretched out so much. Battered, pressed, thrown, ...but, I am still alive. And I still have much love in my heart to give to you. Please hold my hand, assure me of love, my love language is affirmations. I need to be told I am loved and am of value and purpose... purpose to be with you. I am not macho... but I am silly. I'm not bulky, but I give great hugs and kisses might want me to keep kissing you. As I can be very passionate and hold you close to me and look into your eyes and love your heart to the end. Pray for me, please.