Lurie

I am a mother of 2. Stuck on a ..... marriage. I dont know actually how to call this marriage but, most of the time i feel unvalued, though my husband tells me he does... i know i loved him.... as much as i do all means to keep it that way, he always finds a way for me to fade and i can no longer help it. Iknow i am a good wife i guess everybody around me and knows me knows that.....

Then i decide to join here, to try if I can find someone to love me truly and value me, respect me, a man that won’t mind my unpleasing appearance but rather sees me deeply and always says “i love you” for the days of my days.. not just by saying it but also showing it genuinely...

When i was young, i have always dreamt of a man who is God fearing. Whom can lead my children to go to church regularly and who can also find the enjoyment of reading bible stories..... because when i was young and little i always find refuge of serving God... if only i can bring back those days..... i really dont want to complain about life but i just wanted to let others know how i am hurt and how much i am bleeding now.. if i cant find well here then maybe its all what God has planned for me, , , and i would be pleased to be hurt and bleed this life for him.. anyways this is not the real life....