Location: Angeles city, Pampanga, Philippines
SHALL BE IMPOSSIBLE.
Hi im KHaYE'
I dont know what to say or how can i describe myself here :-(
Anyway im 29 years old, Yes i am old now.. i sing praise and workship in my church (HIS LIFE) i am a single mom with two beautiful daughter, i been in a 13th years and 3 months relationship with my first crush, school mate, boyfriend, and partner. Yes 13th years of my life with him is the best. Until time come, he feel in love with someone. Its hurts a lot i, i dont know what to do i was lost, .. i learned how to smoke, drink alcohol, but i hide all this pain to my kids.. i dont want them to see me that i am weak, i dont want them to see me crying. There are times that i want to die, i was depressed emotionally, ! I ask GOD why it happened to me?? I want a perfect relationship a perfect family. WHY ME??that was on my mind. Then i realize maybe God has a better plan in my life... i am not mad at him ( my ex partner ) i still praying for his happiness. Now i still moving on, life goes on, ' and i know GOD us with me.
I dont know why i share my story here, thats the half story of my life.